Ok. Finally. I found my way back here. Just now at school i wanted to update my blog frm school library, den realised i forgot my own username. haha... my short term memory loss getting worse and worse. Anyway, i finally found my way back here... soo.. let me get started with the entry.

Today school wuz pretty alright. But it din start off quite that well. I went down to wait for my 6:30pm bus as usual... but it never came. The bus that came next wuz the 6:40pm bus which almost made me late!Plus, it wuz raining pretty heavily, so there wasn morning assembly at the track. I din noe where to go, so i just followed pple blindly and got even more lost. Finally saw Vanessa from my OG and i asked her where?wad now? den got to noe dat i'm supposed to go to my first lesson venue which wuz... i dunno where. Fumbling with my file, i finally got out that "colourful" timetable of mine and saw the venue, #05-33. The 5th storey. Oh wow. Great. So i climbed and climbed up our beloved greenhouse (The tutorial block has this glass roof that reminds me of greenhouses.) and saw many pple crowding outside various tutorial rooms, though my own CT pple were nowhere in sight. The doors were mostly open, so you cant see the room number unless u half-close each of the doors. Eventually, i traced the tutorial room, and realised my CT is the most punctual pple in Nanyang cuz everyone wuz already hapily sitting in the room. First lesson of the day wuz econs. Ms Chong(Or wuz is Mrs? she looks like a Mrs.) wuz pretty nice, being the elegant, pretty caring kind of woman. She asked us to tell her wad we think of econs. And while i wuz juz sitting there minding my own business, she made me econs rep. Don ask me why, she prob just likes my name or something.

After econs wuz this 2and1/2hr long break whereby i sat at the canteen with Jamie, Emily and Hannah and ate. I ate this rice omelette thingy, plus a can of coke, plus a bowl of curry maggie mee. Haha... but after that i wuz finally full. =) Too bad Eileen wuzn arnd, she always accompanies me on my eating sprees. haha, mebbe cuz we two are the only 2 that wont get fat frm all that eating, so we can continue eating our regular 2 plates of food during break time. Haha... den today some pple say measuring height and weight, so many pple don dare to eat. I wuz the only person, as usual, eating away happily, bowl after plate. Econs lect following wuz boring, i almost fell asleep, but i didn, just drifted into my own daydreaming land.

Oopz, if i continue writing abt every single lesson of the day, u guys would prob fall asleep too. Ok, so the sch day ended finally with GP tutorial with Mr tong. It was a really interesting lesson as Mr Tong told us so many many interesting stuff, abt human behavior and stuff. wad struck me most wuz when he said every event we go through in our lives forms a shell a belief system we haf. As we get older, experiencing more, this shell gets thicker, making it harder and harder for others to 'crack us open' and noe the real us. Also, he talked abt intention/action, intention being 100% and action 0%. I guess its true to some extent, to achieve something, you muz want it hard enough, you must really really want it.

Choir wuz pretty ok. I din get in alto 1, i got into alto2... if theres much a diff. We learnt a new song and i wuz like the most lost, cuz i dunno how to play piano, nor violin, nor anything well for dat matter, thus cant sight-sing, and thus cant catch the tune properly. Ok, tink i couldn even catch it at all. Wan ling learnt violin, so she quite musically inclined, on the bus trip home, she taught me the song bit by bit, again and again. Haiz... guess its just harder for me. i have to memorize the tune, cuz i dunno how to read the score properly. cant wait for sectionals when i can get to learn my part properly. We'll be singing 1 chinese song, 1 Japanese song, 3 english songs for our lunchtime concert. So fun. =) Haiz.... harder and harder to leave choir now. Diana, the vice-president told us we muz already purchase the choir badge and wear it liao!

School is always something new and i learn something everyday. I still don understand my econs though... sunday i saw jie teaching LiJing econs, but i don tink i dare to ask her for help. Everyone asking her for help with everything, she prob got no more time for me. =( Haiz... i wonder if i can survive econs alone. No use asking Entia or XiaoHui, the seemed as lost as me, if not worse. Eileen forever dreaming in econs lect, so ask her also prob no use. HELP.... somebody! Always like dat one, the other time O level maths, wanted to ask jie, den saw jie teaching LingZhi maths too, den again gotta keep my maths homework and pretend i am coping perfectly well cuz i don wan to bother jie with more work. Geez. Some more jie is my only confidant in church, and the closest sister i have, (apart frm ChiaYi [who doesn take econs, in case u were wondering why i nv ask him.]), but as i grow older each year, i find it harder to go to jie with my problems and stuff cuz i see more pple going to her for things, and i don want to burden her with more (Plus, who says she will want to, or can help for that matter...My "importance" everywhere is dropping drastically.)

Forget it la. I guess its just LIKE DAT when you become older. Gosh, i suddenly dislike growing up. How i wish i'm back in sec 1 where everyone just look after you and care so much abt u...[in TF, dat is... not in sch.]
有些遗憾只能一个人听，很对不起，我还是珍惜所有的事情。
-孙燕姿 [了解]
Joyce at 9:24 PM

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